text for "Ignored Manuals", a set of songs by Thanasis
Deligiannis
Getting
un-used to you
Again
I
pretend I don’t remember
How
beautifully you open wine bottles
How you fall
asleep watching Hitchcock
How
I become a string quartet when you’re in the shower
How you look
as if you see when you look
I
pretend I don’t remember
That
I am too scared to be lonely
Too
lonely to be scared
That I’m a neurotic super-hero That I must be lapidated
That I must
be desecrated That I’m another neurotic super-hero
That I remember
I
dismember
I surrender
I
engender
I
un-gender
I
pretend I don’t remember
How
much I understand
How
little I understand
How
far I understand
How
close I understand
How
deep I understand
How
high I think
How
low I feel
How
seriously
How
ridiculously
I
miss
How
crammed I am
With
this little
With
this huge
With
this blue
Piece
of love
That
you gave me